ok

i'm falling to pieces and thought that you could save me again, today.
like in that song about a guy who grabs his mask and tooks his cape and is there.

it doesn't matter if i stay all alone forever, but why do people keep coming here?
keep sucking and sucking and praying for trust - i cannot tolerate it all anymore.
i don't want them to come cause i don't know how to be cruel - you know, life is cruel; i'm just an animal.
you'll never know how the tiny little things that are nothing - "just music, dark & freak" - tiny little things that were just fucking coincidences pissed me off through these years, like if you were over there thinking the same.
and i'm dying now, i lost all my pieces.
i just thought that if i were a little bit closer to you, could be saved again.
i thought.